So, I'm having lots of thoughts run around in my head today. Not that I don't usually have thoughts run around in my head. But the past few days I've had more than I normally do. I blame it all on the season. Autumn is the season for change in my life. And I've had lots to think about the past few days. Lots of thought changes and all that stuff. Lovely stuff. Lots of lovely stuff....
I dislike being bossed around. Do you? I'm sure you do. But I do more than usual. It's fully the fault of being bossed around (bordering control freakness) by certain controlling people in my life. So I've tapped into my inner Athena, my Hecate, my Morrigan. And started to let loose a little and started to think of ways to get back my life. Heeheehee. I've kind of turned into a bitch. Well, at least one tough girl. I'm rubber you glue, whatever comes from you bounces off me, and sticks to you. And bites you in the ass. I also would like to say that I blame this all on my Mom. She's the one that always teaches us girls to take care of ourselves by whatever means necesary. It's not entirely her fault - she's had to learn it the hard way.
And the funny thing is - certain members of my family think that she's a lazy bum. And think that they've gone through hell and back and she's never been through anything and that everything that has happened to her - was her choice. Well you know what? That isn't true. And I'm sick and tired of them bashing my mother. Seriously. Wouldn't you want to kick the ass out someone who bashed your mom? I certainly do. It's a natural instinct. A unlucky person insult your mother: natural instict prevails: and kick their freaking butts to kingdom come.
Okay. I'm done with my rant. I think...yeah. I'm all done. I shall have to post more later.
Love,
Lady October
Here is the swap I sent to my swap partner for September fat quarter swap. The fat quarters are 30/40's reproductions fabric.
Hello Everyone,
Well...I have to admit I never quite moved out. I've decided that as much as I want to fold my own socks and do my homework on a kitchen table I should probably stick to the sticking at home for now. That ways I can get through college with out taking out a loan. But let me just say: I really dislike living at home. I much rather have my own place where I'm free to be myself. But...sacrifices, sacrifices, sacrifices.
I am truly excited about Fall. It seems to have entered with a gush of Autumness. I love this time of year. The leaves begin to fade and sprinkle down from their homes. There is also that smell, I can't quite place it. It's just the smell of Fall, of Autumn, of this season. I can't wait to go out and do my usual shopping spree. I get to buy shoes, sweaters, jeans, sweater, and sweater, and did I mention sweaters? I really like sweaters. I really really really do!
And last but not least - I have a sense that something is coming. Always around this year - my life changes dramatically. In the past it usually means something comes out to change my perspective, I have a change of social scenes, I have a spiritual awakening. But this year it's different. Something big is going to happen. And not something felt in the heart, or something but something material and lifestylish.
Lady October
